Conversations

 "Two days". His words were flowing into me as smoothly as my favorite tea. I don't understand how it's possible, but it seems that some people simply "fit" into us effortlessly. We can talk for hours, focusing just on the conversation, and have a great time. Time slips away unnoticed, and I realize I haven't eaten or even had a glass of water all night. Yet, I feel an exhilarating sense of excitement and aliveness, completely engaged and interested. Connection through communication. The rhythm, the language, the body language, the topics. When we were apart I was filled with anticipation, eagering to find him and start talking with him once again. Actually, if we could just stay there, standing, I would be glad. Don't think about the past, and don't think more than two days ahead. Take care of your sleep, your body, your actions. Basicly, chose to do the right thing. Thanks for enlighting me.

Those fleeting moments when I manage to do the right thing are incredibly rewarding. Most of them seem to rely on "intuition." I use that term because it's somewhat easy to understand, although it may not fully capture its essence. When I'm not fully present in the moment, these moments elude me. They tend to occur during those "sleepy moments" that also influence a variety of other situations, including those involving making good choices. "Do the right thing"  Seemingly so simple yet often turns into a complex and confusing thought... Perhaps it's an issue of the mind. Maybe I don't need to overthink it. But then again, not thinking enough often leads me to places I'd rather not be. I know what I should do: invest in activities that contribute to my personal growth and avoid those that hinder it. I have even listed numerous examples of both, allowing me to "lighten up" when necessary. Yet, I still find myself confused betwee...