Connection

 "Two days".

His words were flowing into me as smoothly as my favorite tea.

I don't understand how it's possible, but it seems that some people simply "fit" into us effortlessly. We can talk for hours, focusing just on the conversation, and have a great time. Time slips away unnoticed, and I realize I haven't eaten or even had a glass of water all night. Yet, I feel an exhilarating sense of excitement and aliveness, completely engaged and interested.

Connection through communication. The rhythm, the language, the body language, the topics. When we were apart I was filled with anticipation, eagering to find him and start talking with him once again. Actually, if we could just stay there, standing, I would be glad.

Don't think about the past, and don't think more than two days ahead.

Take care of your sleep, your body, your actions.

Basicly, chose to do the right thing.

Thanks for enlighting me.

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