Serendipitously
Sometimes, really nice surprises come out of nowhere. Moments that add new twists to my everyday life, even if they come and go quickly. Eventually, I start using different words, thoughts, and actions because of these unexpected things that happened. The interesting and funny thing about this is how it completely changes my thoughts about "control". I used to think I should decide exactly what I want to be and how to do it. But if these random situations can't be controlled by me and still make a big difference in my life, it means I'm not the only one in charge of my possible pathways towards the "future me". "Which is pretty obvious" a part of my thoughts says (even though it's hard for me to really understand and accept). Perhaps there exists a profound and substantial significance in my choices though, influencing these serendipitous occurrences in "my favor" (or simply what I've chosen, which may not necessarily it's for...